Katie Hoeg dreamed about this season of lacrosse.
She's a senior attacker for the University of North Carolina women's team. This month, Hoeg became UNC's all-time leading scorer in a win over Northwestern. While she was proud of the record, it wasn't the dream. Winning a national championship was.
It was a reasonable goal, considering North Carolina made it to the Division 1 women's lacrosse Final Four the last two seasons. This season, the number one-ranked Tarheels were off to a good start. 6-0. Undefeated.
Until last Thursday.
That's the day Hoeg and her teammates read the NCAA tweet announcing every sport was done.
"I was actually with a bunch of teammates," Hoeg says, "and we read it together."
She says they wanted to be angry.
"We really wanted to be angry at a specific person, or anything," Hoeg says, "But we knew that there's nothing to be angry about. Like, this was completely out of our control. We have to do our part. We understand that the health of not only us and everyone around us, but this country, is the main priority. This obviously stinks for us and our season, but we completely understand."
Very quickly though, Hoeg says she thought about a different ending. One she could control.
"I was talking about it with another senior on my team and we [said], if we were given the chance to come back would you come back? And we both looked at each other and we were like, absolutely! There's no way we can just end it on these terms."
The NCAA agrees.
It supports so-called eligibility relief, and is discussing how to extend careers for Division 1 senior athletes in spring and winter sports. Meaning all those basketball players currently missing out on March Madness.
Even NCAA critics applaud the moves.
"For the NCAA, having seen them dug in on so many other basic issues over the years, I think for this issue they've been relatively responsive," says Ramogi Huma, a long-time activist for college athlete rights.
A simple idea, complex to implement
Hammering out the details of that response will be challenging. It's why the NCAA hasn't yet formally announced its plan for Division 1 eligibility relief.
There's the thorny issue of money. As in, which schools could pay an extra year of athletic scholarships?
"If you start looking at the numbers of the incoming [athletes] who are going to get room and board," says Huma, "and the [athletes] allowed to stay another year, it could be a financial crunch for some of the colleges."
"Some colleges won't miss a beat," he says, "but others probably would. Maybe it's time for some of the colleges with more money to step up and maybe make a pool of money available."
Another challenge is dealing with team roster limits.
More players potentially could be fighting for starting positions or playing time.
University of Illinois Athletic Director Josh Whitman spoke about that recently.
"If an incoming baseball player thought the stud center fielder in front of them was going to graduate and move on," Whitman said, "and that spot was going to be there for them to try and compete for, and all of a sudden that stud center fielder's coming back, that changes that internal dynamic."
"That [issue] probably is not something we can deal with legislatively," Whitman added.
Indeed, coaches might be on their own having to wrestle with that, team-by-team.
Huma says colleges and universities might want to draw on the model of high school sports.
"One possibility [for colleges] is thinking about having a JV team, along with a varsity team," Huma says, noting colleges usually have one team. "[this would guarantee] players have opportunities to actually compete. But those are tough decisions. It might be different from one school to the next."
Preparing for another chance
While the NCAA explores how to meet these challenges, senior athletes suddenly are contemplating their possible do-overs.
Some have post-graduate plans that might be hard to change. Katie Hoeg says she's lucky. She was planning a gap year before starting dental school, teaching and coaching lacrosse at a Tennessee high school. Her employer supports her return to college.
"He was very kind and gracious and understanding of the whole situation," she says.
Hoeg says she's been on a full athletic scholarship at North Carolina, and is hoping that's extended along with her extra eligibility.
If it's not?
"That's definitely something I'll have to talk [about] with my parents," Hoeg says. "But we kind of said this has been my dream, this is something I've worked my whole life for, and that we're going to try to make it work no matter what their ruling [on scholarships] is."
For now, Hoeg is home with her family during the coronavirus outbreak. She's trying to stay inside as much as possible, "doing our part for the health of communities," she says.
But she's still training, with her three younger siblings, "like I'm about to play next week."
"We're fortunate enough to have some gym equipment in our basement," Hoeg says, "I also go for runs and [we] go to a local field to do lacrosse drills by ourselves. Our small group of three or four."
Preparing Hoeg for what she hopes is another chance at a dream season.